New Year 2007

It was only 24 hours after the fireworks (which was amazing). and here I am, sitting in my room, thinking and reflecting. I've always thought that reflection is definitive of me, but 2006 has been especially worth contemplating.

I've accomplished some of the most difficult and exciting things. I know I should be thankful for these things. I learnt to let go and forgive. I learnt about myself more. I grew to love myself more and accept who I am.

I'm starting 2007 indifferent. I try not to be skeptical because that makes me depressed, but I'm also try not to be overly optimistic for I don't want to expect disappointment. So I have no resolutions. We always say we should start the year afresh, but honestly that's only for the newborn babies - we live with the memories of our past.

Sigh. I don't like to regret things nor do I admit I regret doing things because it just means I dwell on the past. But i know some things I should've handled it better. and do feel a sense of guilt and sympathy to the people I've failed. But it also means I've learnt from it and I'm determined to try again.

In spite of the fact that time is the penultimate dilutant of passion and feelings. and it's just starting to run out on 2007.

Thanks for all the memories in 2006, and for all the happiness I've had.

"I am not afraid to face the future, because it will happen anyway"
quote from Duckie